The beers come out as usual I pour it down Like I am trying to put off The fire that's been burning me A drag of cigarette Inhale... exhale Take a gulp Pretend like i care "HAHAHAHA" Constantly wonder what you might be up to Close my eyes See your face Open my eyes Shake my head "I think I'll have one more!!" Friends talk, I listen Inhale.... Exhale Take a huge gulp "HAHAHA, no way!! you serious??" Few more glasses down Light a cigarette Drunk enough to not notice that I miss you Now I think I'm ready for bed