seeing you again
made me remember

seeing you at such
a vulnerable state
made me want
those three days filled
with holding hands &
nearly drowning in
the creek back.

seeing you again
reminded me that
i left you, that i
shouldn't be missing
you so much.

seeing you again
& you not saying
a word made me
realize that you
don't miss me at all.

i was just another
******* your list
& that destroys
me so much..