So far away
I don't bother reaching anymore
I'm bitter at the taste of your lips
The long absences they take from my own
I've learned to sleep in my own arms,
A pillow pressed against my back. I can almost forget your sleeping here
But I don't
I wonder why you tease me with your presence
Obviously mine does not intrigue or please you
Couldn't you just leave me to my lonesome
I know it makes you feel good that I need you, but it's starting to make me sick
and to be honest I've come to hate the way you look at me
Hate thinking about the way you dont
the living look that used to reside in your eyes for me
It just doesn't anymore
Love and longing long gone,
Hate and disgust replaced them at the door