Its hard not to be jealous of their happiness with everything I want. I can't help but be angry when it wakes me up at night. An invisible haunt.
Wait.
My brain babbles on as the green monster seals my broken heart. The darkness clouds my head and threatens to pull me apart.
Be responsible.
I try to calm my nerves, though it's easier said than done in not so many words. Take a breath and another. I know one day I'll get the chance to be a mother...