I wake up Naked as hell Skin as white as clouds A few days before the storm Throw on a robe **** bathroom mirror Reveals a face Thatβs got flesh singing of Deep buried families in banks of snow Frozen suffocation on the way home from grandmas You ask me why Why I smother my features Plaster over them Makeup thick as oil Chalked on like a shield Why I parade myself In these slinky dresses That hang around me Like enemy war flags Wishing to challenge you I grapple with the words The explanations I cease to find Leave me with Show up Just wait To see me Naked as hell