dear subconscious self what the hell are you doing? you are starting to make it rather tricky to hide you behind this veiled confidence you've been spreading rumors again, haven't you? telling the lungs, they cannot breathe without him and the legs, to run when it gets tough and the mouth to babble nonsense and the mind, to shut reason out Well, dear little girl inside you're story telling has started to affect the parts of my soul that I lose when your rumors are thought true so please, stop chipping away with your constant, unfounded self hatred for eventually if it keeps on this way there will be nothing left on the outside to hide yourself behind and you'll have no one to blame but yourself