Empty silent screaming
surrounded by abdomen aching laughter
you're missing something
a big piece of something

Because your empty heart is heavy
from the word "missing" smashing down on it
and from a weight of all the words not yet written

Silent screaming
like the weight is trying to make its way out of your chest
but it doesn't because it feels more comfortable
crawling in and out of your rib cage

Screaming
but nobody can hear you
because their ears aren't open for you
they think you're merely tired- and they're partially right
but its not because of sleep deprivation