My countdown
To nothingness
Began when I left my mind
I was so sick
Cared for what I couldn't find
But now I know what I have to do
Life's too short to never see the signs
I think I know what I know is true
But I don't have the time


Will it ever end?
Will I know ever know her smell?
Am I allowed to taste her?
Will I be taken by the hand from this Hell?
Shown the light in the dark?
Given the keys to the gate?
Be granted the gift of the spark?

My head is lead
My body's living dead
I just don't know
When will she show?
Will she ever show?