The Pain Keeps getting worse....The further apart we get the closer to the edge i become.. I try to hold on but I'm slipping...I can feel the distance between you and I. I've been losing sleep for a while now..Ever since that day...I've been scared to call or text when i need you, scared you're going to get mad...so I don't say anything...I let you sleep, peacefully...While is sit in the dark silently crying hoping i don't wake anyone....as i drown in my own mind...I can hear the clock ticking away my time before i snap. I whisper to myself.."I'm okay, this is okay, This is how i heal." When i reality. "No. I'm not okay. This is NOT okay.. this will **** me.." But by that time...Its too late. My mind is too messed up...I cant be saved anyway...