To My Catalyst,
Your Tests worked too well.
Though you didn't invent this you perfected it on me.
I couldn’t have know then and there all the hurt that was Next.
My chemical reaction was all alone.
Did You mean it to End this way?
For You to never feel the Effects?

You, I could never have changed.

A Hopeless attempt on my part.
I can't Regret you just yet but,
I can’t believe the road to my surrender was paved with good intentions.
Still I step away Hoping you will follow...