These October days, Filled with leaves and silence, I need to learn how to write, In happiness. Poetry gets my feelings on the page, Something I lost when I started with you. My feelings all go on to Riley. I am sorry but for most of my life, I havenβt been as happy as I am with you. So my poetry has all been blue. Life has ups and downs, It just so happens everyone has left me down trodden. My love, I am not mad my poetry has gotten less and less, Its that I feel bad all my anger appears on my skin. My love for you has grown and grown, And all I do to show that is moan and groan. My heart can take so much pain, And with you its all whipped away. My love, what I am trying to say, Is that you and me IS my poetry. I write it on my heart and on yours, But now I am going to try to write happy poetry So I can show, That with you my heart always glows.