You jump in
The water is cold yet soothing
You begin to sink
It gets darker
However, it's relaxing
You are taken from the world
And retched **** left on earth
The water envelops you
Goes in your nose
And you stop
You don't think or breathe
Or talk
You are alone with your thoughts
But alas, you are saved
But is it really being saved
If you don't want to be there at all?