Does anyone know the real me or is a reflection all they can see Pulled in every direction I wish I could split in two Everyone hates each other but I love both When am I suppose to find peace within if I always have to enforce it out side "we love you friend" "i love you babe" and yet I'm suppose to love both Tangled up in everything all at once trapped beneath the very depths of my soul Innocent, soft radience is what i want to show hard, silicon, stupid ***** is all that they know secret lives, secrets i no longer want to hide Silently the soldiers weeps, I wish to rise up from the ashes cant think, cant eat, cant dream too many noises are on in my mind.