I no longer fight my demons It's really a hopeless battle And I have not the willpower To sustain a constant war
My body has been scared My soul has been stretched My mind has been scratched And all three are exhausted
I no longer fight the darkness I let it in, let it envelope me It's not nearly as cold as I thought it'd be And unlike the light, it still lets me see
I am done with all fighting I've resigned myself to peace Despite others calling it evil, I love my inner devil
I'm on the winning side here, True good can never win I'm on the funner side here, No restrictions on my pleasure
Can't you see, this is what's best for me? I'm too fragile for your constant war Too delicate for the inner struggle I can't weather the storm of your faith any longer
I was raised Christian, but find that I can't blindly commit myself to it like most people seem to be able to. My family still calls themselves Christian. Im Wiccan. I love the faith, I choose it for a reason. It promotes good will and peace without all the strict rules. I know some call it satanist, but that's because they don't realize the facts. Wiccan is a new term for paganism. Paganism was here long before Christianity was ever even conceived. It is thousands of years older than Christianity. It is not and can not be satanist, as we do not believe in Satan at all. It is simply a nature based religion, a spiritual energy that dwells in us all being realized and reveled in. We simply follow another light. Another note, while I do not care for the religion of Christianity much, I hold nothing against those that follow it properly. It can be a wonderful thing for some when followed properly, it's just not the light for me.