my room smells like stale cigarettes a bunch of wilted flowers on my bedside and so i lay them over your grave in the cemetery where my thoughts go to die the lazy afternoon ***** with jim morrison and pete townsend watching us from the walls jars of ***** collecting in my closet because im still throwing up the milk i ****** from you when i was still a child and you were a man when you took your coffee black and mine was almost white in comparison