Feels like I've never been this confused in my world
I feel like a childish little girl
Wandering emotions I don't want to touch
Please can my mind not be hushed
Your spoken words have blown my mind
Speaking of misunderstandings I cannot find
In the beginning it was all so simple
Now it is like digging for a lost temple
I don't know how to proceed
How to pick out the bad reeds
Inside I am burning resentment
Really why am I not feeling contentment
Approach is all you needed to change
To keep me within your range
Now I am lost, running, fleeing
Because of what I am seeing
But, there is always a but, you see
I know life begins within me
Looking forward to a new dawn
Fresh dew sparkling on the lawn
As I lie upon this broken ground
What was lost will be found
I am unsure what your future will be
You cannot only have pieces of me
Your energy must come up and around
Or forever you're lost, not to be found
Again the sword sweeps to search to and fro
Which direction do I send it to go
Inside I know though I feel so alone
With my heart just wanting to quit, turn to stone
I will walk a little further on
Knowing they'll bring me a true bond
That is all I have to say
As I walk forward on this day