Why have I felt so much pain
Why does everyone continue to leave me
I tell them I am there for them and that I love them yet I continue to lose them
What have I done wrong
Why do they not love me enough to stay
I feel as though I am being beckoned to find a happier life among the dead
But how can I do that to the people around me
I say I love them but how can I go and leave them then
I must choose what is the most important thing to me
The people around me or the release of my pain

I have chosen to stand tall and smile as I break inside
I must say it will be alright and I am here for you
I will be the strong one and shoulder your pain
What would you choose