I found myself in the music of the Beatles -- In drastic rise and sultry fall of John Lennon's voice. In the rhythmic sound of Paul McCartney's bass. In the hauntingly beautiful chords of George Harrison's guitar. In the solidity and beat of Ringo Starr's drums. They helped me find the life that I thought had drained out of me long ago. All four of them pulled my heart out of my chest, patching and healing it until it was whole again. For them, I am grateful. Because of them, I am alive.