I lost a wall to love from my girlfriend
but I have a personal guard no one probably Will ever break down I may try to laugh but under my guise you'll maybe see nothing but tears and a frown I've been knocked down so often I've grown fond of the ground.

now people say that I'm a wonderful person with qualities that people could write essays about but I've never believed that because it sounded like something a bull shat and spat on, while I detached and shut up around people because part of me is too accustomed to receiving nothing but humanities evils fakeness and brain stress became part of my psyche in and out of context so I said ***** humanity I'm going back within

by the way these are the words of a humanity victim.