Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts, tried everything u could but it still wouldn't work

Late nights waiting on him to come home with lame excuses on why he didn't answer his phone

You cussing and fussing at the same time shaking yo head as he gets in bed smelling like *** and patron

If yall fall asleep you both should feel cheap, but you even cheaper cause you treated him like a king and new he wasn't a keeper

Looked at him as a man of strength but new he was the weaker shame on you knowing your relationship through lieing saying your relationship grew

Asking yourself was my relationship true?