It is early but I am drawing the blinds. The clock is turned to the wall, my ears Taste fiddle that burns sweet like whiskey. I am calling out the wrong name and Painting my belly with old blood From whatβs hers all hers But I call out the wrong name. I feel my ribs rise and see My hips crack and And hear my flesh ache And I canβt stop. I smell iron, food That was good once. I was good once.