Darling I miss you. Its not the I miss you thrown around to those who just want your body, but I miss you. Its only been a few hours but my heart hurts, it was short lived but it was so strong deep in my heart, and no song I could listed to, or no book I could read could suppress my sentiments, I'm constantly looking for a way top explain myself , anything but telling you to your face, for you've already closed your curtains and said goodbye. I miss you. It hurts to my soul. Now I sleep all day, but when I wake I find myself with 50 shades of grey in my hands. But I can't even concentrate because I just can't stop thinking about you. So I just sit there staring into space while everyone's concerned about me. I just lay here, staring at my living room.I want to get drunk to work up my nerve, and ring you, and beg you to please come back to Camden. I love you, I'm in love with, I fell hard. And I now you are far away