Because as I stroked his neck
His lips were tickling mine
and the fireworks within me
made me completely blind

The way he held me closer
With passion and with lust
His strong arms, held me closer
It felt so dangerous.


His breath down my neck
As he gasped to catch his breath
Sent shivers down my spine
a feeling of divine

Still when I see him now
It’s like watching the sun rise
Because when his arms were round me
I believed I could survive.

Still when I see him now
I stop to gasp for air
My heart skips a beat
And it is so unfair

He’s fine he doesn’t notice
The affect it’s had on me
I should have gotten angry
I shouldn’t have let it be

Because when he said I’m sorry
I was too hurt to respond
All I could say was “it’s fine”
As his eyes confirmed a bond

It was almost hard to believe you
Your eyes looked deep with fear
But you weren’t as scared as I am now
Because I just want you here

I miss you every day
It’s been five months already
It seems like yesterday
I told myself  go steady

But I couldn’t control it
You had my heart locked away
You, un-required to, stole it
I just wanted you to stay

And still now when I see you
I swear I lose control
Because I need to breathe you
Your effortlessly perfect soul.

I think now, that I love you
Because you won’t leave my brain
I just want to hold you
And prevent you feeling pain

Why won’t you let me do that?
Why won’t you let me stay?
I always sit where you sat
On that perfect autumn day.