Tonight my heart is aching, I can feel it in my stomach, and it sends cold chills up my spine that invite the lonely ghouls of the night.
My finger tips miss your skin
My lips miss yours
And I wish I could stare at you in person one last time to study the shape of your face and thighs and feet so I could keep in deep inside my subconscious until I go
I still have the polaroids of you in my room
I'm so lost and I'm barely here
I wish I could describe myself but the words fall and rot the moment they come out my mouth
Tears can't help but to crash on my boots as I say goodbye to the life we'll never spend together