god, all this air is so thick. i've been dormant for too long i fear. i have not hit you, hated you, told you how badly you ****** me up to your face yet but lord you did. you turned me into somekindof outline with blurred edges and creases that just won't flatten. i wanted to be yellow andgreen and red comingoutofmy seams but you took that all away from me, you disgusting excuse for a human.