Our thoughts often clash because you only believe in things you can touch. You're not much of a dreamer. However, you are able to grasp the concept that there is a wonderland outside of our misery. Not heaven, nor hell, a place untouched by me, you, or anyone else. It is not a tangible surface that you can go to to be happy. But more like a place that rewards you for your struggles in life. Misconception often happens of this place, even to whom have seen it. But I know exactly what it is. And from where you are coming from, you're not going to like it.