I cannot finish What I never started And I can't feel anything But broken hearted I can't step forward If my feet are on the ground And I can't stop screaming Though I make no sound So who can help me Can I be saved Can I crawl out of this self made cave I remember life And I know of light But all I want to feel is numb tonight How can I go on When it hurts to smile Real and true happiness It's been a while It won't come easy If it's worth anything No one can help me I must spread my wings I say I'm a survivor I say that I'm strong But who knows that I am hurting When I pretend nothing is wrong