I tried to try but my eyes fell heavy into my cheeks. I am weak, a fallen freak who walks these streets looking for the future in each turn, but never now do I seek. Incomplete, I’m an embryo who doesn't want to develop. I chase stars in the night sky as it falls and I it envelopes. Though I cherish the downfall like within it there is pride. I relish your sympathy until it’s intent falls on it side. Theres no place for me to hide, At the bottom I unite, with every kind of side of myself, and each I name fright.
The first fright is gentle he understands me better than I. But his pity is passionless and so I watch his fire die. Until the second fright turns and tells me I’m a fool. This I understand though he does not understand me. “You’re a shell of a boy” adds fright number three. This I believe I know to be true. After all I cannot fool me & you.