I try and I try and I try My dreams higher and higher as I go I bleed and I ache and I cry And no matter the amount I work and I weather and toil Nothing ever working out
Desperately, I hope and I pray all the while
I take a look in the mirror and cry What do I see But a girl whose dreams Have been all but crushed All thats left of me A phantom of the person I once knew Whose valleys and crevices and canyons Remain from the tears that crash down from my eyes
And whose gaunt, exhausted features Result from the death I endure each time I wake
I try and I cry and endure Told to do what I want But how am I free When I'm trapped In this prison I call home? No rhythm, no rhyme, nor reason All I can do is sit in misery
But whether its money or time or luck I know the darkness isn't mine to cause And yet to the pits of insanity I go And as I slip I feel the fault's mine to keep
Can anybody find me? Alone and cold and trapped and lost, Is there a way to get out of this labyrinth? Why am I here If all I do is survive? Give me my life back I just wanna be free!
**Written 1/23/11** Plagiarism is illegal. You have been warned.