march eleventh: the syllables of your name are small but the meaning means something larger than life. greek meaning: dark beauty, like an angel of death, you had a short fuse that could not be contained. you were a cannon that shot out ***** of tangled roses, the thorns wrapping around the stems in a embrace. march twelfth: the ghosts of my past have gotten friendlier and more approachable. the sunrises have gotten faster and the moon rises slower. the tea burns the bottom of the tea kettle, but we blame it on the age of the ***. the tea still ends up empty before bedtime. march thirteen: finishing a book at a cliffhanger is like leaving the tea on the stove longer than it should be. you still taste the tea, but it leaves a bitter after taste. maybe i should omit the lemons. march fourteenth: your mouth was a double barreled shotgun and the words goodbye came out like wedding vows. you had this way to entice a crowd and leave them with a bittersweet aftertaste, like a walk of shame. i was the one who kept coming back because you still taste like the fresh tea to me.