my heart hurts
i don't mean to be this way
i push and push and push and push
and then i wonder why you leave
please ******* don't go
you have to understand that i can't control my actions
years and years of berating love have made me hard
when i begin to get soft
it scares the hell out of me.
it scares the living hell out of me.
just please don't go.
we've barely spent any time together and i'm
yours.
I am
only yours.