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Oct 2014
She said goodbye
I was hurt and felt heart broken
But is all my fault,is all my doing
And I blame my self for it  
I push her too much
I ignore her calls and didn't care about how she feels anymore
I became less and less emotional day by day
I give her lame excuses for my actions  
I ignore her messages without replying
I gave her less attention like I always do
I couldn't even  compliment her new looks anymore
When am far away she sends me the pictures of her new hair expecting me my  comment on it, but I couldn't
I hurt her so much
I hurt her feeling so badly that she cries saying baby why, why are u treating me this way, I ll pretend to care but I don't
Now she is saying goodbye
And am hurt now, why

I let my personal and family problem take over my love and feelings for her
I started keeping secrets from her and when she ask I ll say baby am fine don't wanna bother u, but she never hide anything from me
I can't even spend those romantic moments with her anymore, because am busy doing nothing

Am sorry can never get us back together.
I will never do it again can't either
I feel so bad letting u go through all this
I feel so terrible
I can't explain my action
Is not justified
I have no reason to treat you that way

I don't really know how to make you feel better
You have given me first and second chance when I said am sorry but I later do the worse
Saying goodbye is not your fault is mine  

Am not. Saying am sorry anymore
I want you to look straight to my eyes
And know how deeply sorry I without me saying them
I want you to look straight into my heart feel my heart beat and know how terrible I feel putting you through this

This are not sweets words to get you back
But rather this is the best way I feel I can say am sorry
This is the best way I can really show how terrible I felt treating wrongly

Sweetheart yes, you said goodbye
But I never
Will always be here proving my self not for you to get back to me
But for you to know am sorry and am ready to make us work better and better than we ever did
I have no reasons to treat you this way
Personal and family issue shouldn't have come between us
Am sorry I really am
Azubuogu chinwendu chukwudi
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Azubuogu chinwendu chukwudi  lagos
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