I don't know what I want to do Or where I want to be I don't have a talent to present Or any hidden, untapped meaning.
I've a million stories I won't write A thousand words I'll never sing I've ambition I'll never fulfill A hundred dreams I won't attempt to reach.
The world is filled with kids like me Just falling Falling Falling into harsh reality.
I don't have motivation to do so much as breathe Without a billion carcinogens in my bloodstream I don't have courage to change any issues Or even to get myself completely clean.
I've dozens of wishes I'll never acknowledge Tens of millions of amazing, impossible things I've tons of cravings I'll never bother to sate Billions upon billions of ignored yearnings.
The world is filled with kids like me Smile then cry when no one's looking Earth is overflowing with trash like me Break then repair; lather, rinse, repeat.
I don't have a personality that will make me affable Or money to buy the friends I won't make I don't have a face that invites company Or the right words to make someone stay.
I've pitiful little aside from boredom to offer Save violent, unstable considerations I've nothing to give and nothing to take Except fake, plastic conversation.
The world is filled with kids like me Chained with a promise to life and living The world is filled with **** like me Not quite alive, not quite surviving.
Promises and promises and promises and lies Survival and survival and ten billion failed tries Cross my heart, cross my fingers, and hope to die Deja vu of a hundred or two that have lived this life.
Smiles and frowns and laughter and tears Slamming against the puzzle of earth, desperate to fit Useless and exhausted and unchangeably nameless Selling souls to life with a promise to live it.
The world is filled with kids like me Whatever happens, come good or bad, we'll be here The world is brimming with tumbleweed dreams Cloudy skies, cloudy eyes, but the mixture is clear.
I've sworn to let them all go before I consider leaving I've prayed they'll release me in a decade and felt so guilty I've promised never to hurt them like I've so recently seen But I'm marking down the days as they morph into weeks.
The world is filled with kids like me Jittery and anxious for the day they are free The world is crammed with lying, stinking **** like me Bound with promises of survival and surviving.