preemptive comb-over greying chin whiskers distract crows-feet stretch along the horizon fluctuating flatulence aging bright eyes shine brown as a youthful disposition attempts to fill old space – spaced-out on the space-heater I stare into the dimensional riff where the floor falls away and my incorporeal energy being floats freely – medicated and meditative my motivation for misappropriation magnifies I mount an attack on Amazon adding material trash to my ever-growing carbon footprint ……turns out the American dream takes VISA – pinning for Pine trees I leave the safety of internet shopping expedition and adventure in the Cascade wilderness 40 years does not an invalid make and the lonely mountain trail gives peace and solace to my ragged and frayed emotions – emoticon laden text forces me back to civilization emaciated, but emancipated I step back into the world refreshed –