I find myself in a barren field, infinite it is not, though I feel as if I am in another realm.

This sensation came strictly when I was in my childhood...
Like that vision of being in 'that' place of colours of contrast, or rather, intense brilliance reflecting of the white wall…
Or that apartment with a blue light under the door, in which all is forbidden to enter...

Have I, finally gone to my world, alienated from all?