Note to Self- Feed the possums in the yard apart from the ghosts in your mind. Purge it back up and flush it. Descry it as nothing more than your ***** and spit. Do not forget to forget. Note to Self- You matter. You matter. You ******* matter to someone. Quit feeling like ****, you ******* matter to someone. Note to Self- Might as well give it up or start over. You've been starving the possums in the yard and your ghosts are polluted with gluttony as well as every other sin. Knocking on the window to your mouth, you continue to relapse and welcome them back in again. Note to Self.