over the summer I had a brief romance with a boy named Ty whose tennis shoes were six years into a can of Grizzly Wintergreen on the Kansas plains. I thought about kissing him a couple times when he told me about wanting to go to college but his interest only went as far as my arms could reach, the length of my hair down my back and the 5 minute drive up Skyline that I never took with him because he only wanted to hotbox in my car to breathe his past down my throat. And after that, he told everyone I was too much of a good girl and