I want to surrender... 
No more, not another show 
It's a circus in here,
Or a carousel, 
Around and around it goes 
In it's hectic ways. 
With sudden kicks
That slow down time
And every detail 
Is clearer than any explanation
Yet a disaster portayed
Seemingly an illusion
I hope you're not a phantasm... 
I'm pining to wake up
And see that you're still there
Where I can reach out and-
But don't vanish 
In a puff of smoke...
Because then i'll be back..
On the spinning carousel, 
Hesitating, in sorrow.
On this full moon
This carnival.