I can't believe when you say I abandoned ,
Our so called love and you.
Chat for me was just to have fun,
I thought you felt that way too.

Yet your words turned harsh today,
When I wouldn't heed to your demands.
An when I tried to get away,
You said I didn't understand.

Yet I do understand more then you'll ever know,
My life was a living hell for along time
My pain I kept buried tried not to show,
Yes you got scars and I got mine.

An every time you spit words of hate at me,
If I where there I'd hug you anyway.
I see more than you think I see,
I've lived through your night and your days.

Pain is torture loneliness too,
An you feel like given in.
I beg of you before you do,
Remember death is permanent my friend.