I found some loose change in the crevices
Of the seat of my car
And it made me think of you.
How the way we used to be
Is so vastly different
From the way we are at this moment.
We used to have so much passion
We were so addicted to each other
And that evolved into a potent love story
That left two lives in shambles.
Currently, we still sleep together
Make love even though there is no love left anymore
And it seems so lackluster.
I try to pretend you are him
Because I will never feel this intimacy
With the man I so hopelessly love.
You shift all of your weight into me
So that my body is crushed by yours.
*** used to be exciting
But now it is one-sided
You-sided
And I can't do this anymore.
Neither of us are the same
For better or for worse.
I guess this is
Hm, how do you put it?
Goodbye.