I hate the way you make it hard for me to leave you.
you make me feel the way I've always wanted to feel,
needed to feel,
deserved to feel.
the thing is its kinda crazy,
that it leaves me not knowing what to do,
with this love that you implemented in my empty heart,
like a drug I've become so compelled to this addiction,
yet stuck,
because even though I know the exit door is around the corner,
I know the fear lingers in the air,
fear I won't ever find someone like you out there
I'm scared to leave you lover,
and I'm not gonna pretend,
even though I hate to say it,
for the first time I've realized that your not going anywhere,
your the first guy whose tears I've shed,
out of joy, love and happiness in years,