We are talking and I am thinking and you are listening tiny green peas ripen into crimson heirloom tomatoes the cerebral cavity starts to fill and compress each fruit when the inflammation kicks in and the stew starts to boil and bubble and now the only thing keeping the head off the floor is the combination of the weight of the stew and the steam from the heat balancing in such a way so that the head is still stuck to the body and the stew starts slipping into the veins the heart the stomach where stew belongs but the tomatoes were rancid filled with rotten seeds planted by inconsideration and doubt this is the part when I start to spew an inferno of atoms tomatoes peas and ash and as the explosion from my mouth finishes the line is disconnected and I am here covered in my magma and my malice and mi miedo