I go up Then go down My head is spinning around First I'm gregarious Then I'm diffident Chaos starts to begin As new pages rip in I get irascible When people ask me questions I'm an emciated person With stress going about With this bipolar linking on Tears begin to crowd To a laughter if mismaze My relationships are hard For I cannot keep one For this bipolar is to strong I wish I could be normal And not take pills But bipolar has controlled me To my birth to my will I will have it till the end Till I'm old and grey It's going to be a part of me Forever and today