Her heart conflicted in pain All her thoughts are suddenly in vain. Popped up on drugs injections in her vein. Getting high as ****. She needs more distractions life's tough. Waking up with a hangover. Mum lost hope in her. Its over. She needs more distractions. Cuts herself and gets high on pain. Looking at this world with disgust. It used to be beautiful. Dear God forgive her. She can't shed tears anymore. She doesn't have fears anymore. Not since her death. She needs to forget this. She needs a distraction. Play around with people's thoughts and emotions. She's finally mastered the laws of attraction. Its not enough she needs more. Time for her to get high and wasted. Time for her to lose control and get faded.