You should never leave me alone at night with my thoughts. It's more dangerous than leaving a baby in a hot car. I'll literally **** myself with my thoughts and most if the time that's all they are, Thoughts. And right now I'm that baby and its over 100 degrees in this car. There's no window that lets me breathe. There's no room for screaming for help when you know no one can hear you. And slowly the heat will **** me. You're supposed to be that freak Texas weather snow storm that saves me. Instead you remain a steady Arizona heat. And I'm choking in my own air.