you give your best.
you give all of your energy.
you started doing
you think you love.

you started chasing dreams.
then you start failing
then you were falling
then you were fainting.

you started smoking
you started drinking
then you were partying
you started doing
you think that makes you happy

there came a time when the taste of the alcohol
doesn't intoxicate happiness anymore
and nicotine in the lips
doesn't take you elsewhere anymore