I lift myself up to the top of the crater Holding my own hand Because I'm the only one who can make me feel better I reflect the mirror of a widowed soul Easy to please because I've been growing old The same old **** drives me crazy Drives me in circles Makes me feel lazy About how I am How I am supposed to be Left on this planet With no one to save me And that is how I feel I love my family My family are my friends But they don't reserect me They can't save what they don't know is lost They don't feel what I feel The don't know that I'm tossed Between life and them Not knowing how dead - they really are Mark my words I'm hotter than mars I've got this down I know my power I've let it set in I'm ready to devour The planets and all that there is I'm ready to take it I've already defeated it I wait while they wander I shoot with the stars I quiver with fire I'm raising the bar I'm calling out insane Runnin around in their maze It's time to real you in I'm sick of waiting Will your consciousness already sit in? Christ Holy power Raise your fist Feel te power Of yourself And eternal wealth I want you hear Find thine eye Heaven be clear To me To you To us Amen