the other day I remembered the phrase if love be rough with you, be rough with love I knew it was Shakespeare, but I had to look up what play it was from (I thought it might have been Much Ado About Nothing but it was Romeo and Juliet)
(I'm still not sure if that was a sign)
so grade 10 English is still dancing in my mind somewhere
(but all I remember thinking is that there's a word for what I want to do to you)