just so you know, i can't be invisible. for all my life, all i was, was despicable. i am ******* weird i know, and i am not nice, not at all no. i too want to want, why is that too much to ask, in the scorching, burning light of unwantedness i bask. give me what would be a little break, this is my ****** ******* face, and i can't cast moon's reflection on any lake it may look sad, it may look bad, but tell me it's okay and that i look handsome a tad how long do i have to ****** hide, will i ever be your pride?