he cries out in pain or ecstacy only he knows bewildered he looks up red eyed and sweating a glance at him sees dirt crusted, torn clothes tangled, black hair streaked with grey open sores old snot crusts his nose slowly he pushes himself up trying to steady himself against a brick wall when he stands his pants fall slightly he neither notices or attempts to lift them people scurry past him some give disgusted glances others pretend to not see he shakily extends a ***** hand weakly he whispers 'help please' he's no one's husband no one's father no one's son he is alone everyday hoping someone anyone will notice him